October 31, 2008

From my sidekick

I just looked in my trash folder in my notes on my phone.. I saw entries that I wrote way back when. Some were one liners & some were built on anger and frustration. In time I deleted those thoughts because I just didn't think/feel them anymore. Hell, I probably didn't even care anymore. But when I looked in the trash folder tonight and after reading those again, all the feelings I once had rushed back to me. All the hurt, pain and anger I had. I almost teared up. Its crazy. You think you're completely free from them and then it has its way of creeping up on you just to remind you what you went through. Those notes pretty much told me that I have it so much better now and I should grab it and never let it go.

Good thing I have hope.. And a delete button on my phone.

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