Cold.

I just got back from a four day trip. I don't really want to talk about it and I really don't want to talk, period. So I don't know if I'll be blogging a lot anymore because I'm going on another trip this Friday to the Philippines for two weeks to spend Christmas and the New Year. Ahhhh. I don't know how I'm going to get through this week feeling this way.. Seriously. I've been telling myself "I'm okay, I'm okay" since I got on the airplane yesterday and every time I told myself that I just cried. So..... I guess I'm not okay. Anyways.. I never miss an end-of-the-year survey so here goes mine just in case I don't blog again til 2009.

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Work. Haha.

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I made the mistake of not making a NYR, and it totally eff'd my year up. But this year coming up, I have a few in mind.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Negative.

5. What countries did you visit?
U.S. and the Philippines

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
I want to make better choices.

7. What date(s) from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 23, 2008, heartbreak #2. November 5, 2008, just because.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Dude, working and school. lol.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Constantly disappointing myself.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nothing serious.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My d60.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Not sure. Can't think of anyone specific. Anyone who achieved their goals, short-term or long-term.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
JCA.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Cameras.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
People that came in and out of my life hella quick. I was excited for a good minute there.

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Breathe Me - Sia

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Wiser? Yes.
Healthier? No.
Richer? Yeah.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
I wish I listened to myself more.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Love.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Family and friends.

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
Nope, I fell out of love!

23. How many one-night stands?
None..

24. What was your favorite TV program?
GG, OTH, Eli Stone, and Heroes.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I try not to hate people.

26. What was the best book you read?
My Sister's Keeper (Thanks Alexa)

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hmm. I don't know. Discovering more indie bands I guess.

28. What did you want and get?
I wanted all sorts of cameras/equipment and I got them.

29. What did you want and not get?
I wanted love but I got lust.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
MILK.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
19, went on a date.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
Urban as usual. I'm sucha brandwhore.

33. What kept you sane?
I think it was all the new responsibilities I have.

34. Who did you miss?
My friends in the Philippines but it's not all that bad.

35. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
I learned I have to prepare for disappointment.

36. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
- A Fine Frenzy