What the hell was I thinking? Part III.

Whoooops. I need to keep my feet on the ground. I kinda got lost in my own trance and let myself fly with my thoughts. No no no, that's not what I wanted to do. That mistake resulted in a reality that I was actually prepared for, which was weird. I guess I've unconciously prepared myself emotionally for it. I'm good now though, my feet are back on solid ground. I just had an oops moment there.

Lawl, I make myself laugh. So it's the weekend again. This past week has been weirrrrrrd. I don't have time to play these games with you or anyfuckingone. If you say you're not going to be my friend or even talk to me, it's fine. Like I give a fuck???? If you said you don't want to wait, I don't really care cause I never told you to wait nor did I say there was anything for you wait for because there's not. I would never everrrr in my life ask anyone to wait for me so I don't know where in the hell you got that idea from. I warned you not to waste your heart on me. I don't know how many times I've reminded you that. I hate hurting you, or anyone in general but just like you I can't keep being friendly when you take it the wrong way and I find it so hard talking to you cause I see right through you. It's awkward and obviously our friendship has been shot to hell. You said you were over it and I gave you the time you needed to be over it but you hella rushed yourself and called me like 3 hours later talkin bout you're over it. You're obviously not over it so I don't know why you wasted my time in trying to be friends with you. Honestly I don't think I'm anything to be bitter about or sad over, so just get over it and forget about me. Be angry with me, it's fine. I don't want to waste my time talking to you. You're delusional and irrational. SOOOOO PEAAAACE!

I'm done.