Lovedrunk

So.. My brother is getting married in the summer and his fiance chose me to be one of her bridesmaid. I'm honored and SHOCKED at the same time. I'm close with her and all but wow.. lol. This will be my first time really involved in a wedding.. AH! So that means, I'll be in the Philippines all of July this year. This is going to be a huge wedding for the family and hell, for my brother! He'll be 30 when he marries her. Hahahahaha.... Man what's up with my siblings? They're getting married back to back. My eldest sister married last year and my brother is getting married this year. And possibly.. my other sister will get married next year. I hope so, she's been with that guy for almost 9 years already & bought a house with him last year. I'm the youngest of four and the age gap between all of them are a pretty big stretch. So, marriage for me will not happen anytime soon and that's fine with me! I'm only 19 for goodness sakes... Anyways. I'm happy for my siblings because they've found love. I swear, my siblings and I have a lot more in common than we think we do.. We're all secretly lovedrunk and love being inlove no matter how much it hurts sometimes. Big hearts runs in the family. Mhm. I'm hella excited for my brother though, lol. See you in July, Manila!~~






I want to spill it all. I want to tell you every last secret that I hold close to my heart. I want to tell you the good and the bad, because there’s this part of me that thinks you’ll accept me, no matter what. I imagine I'm in an alternative universe - one where we can eat phó and laugh out loud; where we can reach out, touch hands, and interlace fingers. I pretend like this distance is temporary and like the miles are no match for our feelings…