Lost then Found.

Girl I told you just what it was from the beginning
So don't think that this is nothing different
It was fun while it lasted but
I gotta get back, yeah.
Sorry ma, you were just a friend.
I don't love you.
Sorry if you misunderstood.

I know people cannot control their feelings, especially if it's for someone else. Ever since I became single, I've been blessed to be surrounded by beautiful people. I'm not complaining at all because who wouldn't like the attention? In all honesty though, I am not ready for a relationship. I mean, who is ever ready for that stuff right? True, but my emotions are still on the rocks and I cannot allow myself to get involved with anyone like that anytime soon. I really just wanna be myself and be around good vibes. You know, just friends. I tell everyone I've met recently, just that. Most have respected it and some have misunderstood my words. I'm sorry to those I've hurt. I don't know if they read my blog or not, but I've said sorry to you guys anyway. I've stopped talking to some lately and argh it just makes me feel bad in a way. On the other hand, I know what's best for me and that's what I'm gonna do. Because for a long time, I was always second, even when it came to me. I don't need anyone emotionally right now. I'm just doing me. I know I may sound selfish, but I don't think I am. I live a selfless life, no doubt. It's just, right now, I need to do me and only worry about myself. I can't do this unless I allow myself to. I've never been afraid of love, it's not even about that. Don't get it twisted. In short, I just want to be alone, drama free.