Just ramblings.

So my tarot reading was right on some levels. I did have a falling out over the weekend with a person I used to be really good friends with. I don't think we could ever be friends again after what happened and the way we both act towards each other. It's just not crackin. I don't like how she makes assumptions and she doesn't like when I don't care. Lol, it's funny to me because this is so petty, I just don't care about it. There are other things to focus on in my life. I guess my tarot had it right on, "you'll get through the falling out, just like that." It didn't bother me at all. I guess it was like oh whatever, k. It's not like I want this, it's just it is what it is you know. Leave it be, M.C.

Ugh, so I think the car gets out today. I'm switching my insurance too, with my aunt instead cause it's cheaper I think. I don't know, my aunt's doing all that legal for me. I'm really dreading coming back from Philippines next year (Jan 4) because starting January or February I'm going to make car payments. SO SADDDDD. I better buy all my camera stuffs before the year ends and travel, lol. UGH! Hmmm, I need to build a portfolio so I can do some photo-ops on the side. I'll make sure I'll take hundreeeeds of pictures next month when I'm on vacation. Ugh speaking of Philippines, Alexa isn't going to be there when I visit. I miss my one & only ading :( :( :( Who's going to take care of me when I'M drunk, huh! Hmph! I miss our drunken moments, lol. If I can even remember that far back. :] STILL! They happened. I'm so bummed she's not going to be in the country. I'll go check the airfare for Taipei, Taiwan later. I'll see if I can visit her. Damn my savings will be shot to hell this December. Hahaha, great. Lol, btw that picture of us is like 2-3 years old. Monique's 18th! Where'd time go?

32 more days. :)