Almost

I suppose I'll blog while I'm waiting for everything to charge and download. I only started packing an hour ago and I could not even focus on just that. I found myself on my laptop downloading movies for my trip. I'm currently downloading Cruel Intentions, Eternal Summer, and Ghost World. I'm about half way through packing. I packed 7 pairs of shoes and I'm only staying for 14 days. I honestly wanted to pack 9 but my mom came in the room and yelled at me for it. Hahhahaa. She has a point because I am bringing a few pairs back with me here. :) mmM.. shoes. So I had a good day today. I got up around 6am to study for my English final at 10am. I admit I sounded a little bitter in my final essay, I guess it matches my mood. I went to work after for about two hours and had dinner with my family downtown for my sister's 28th birthday. Now I'm really tired but I still need to continue packing.

You asked me once if your words hold any power in my world. I don't think I had the chance to tell you that they do. I believe everything you said to me. I found all your ideas of and about life compelling and I appreciate you sharing those with me. You stimulated my mind like no other person I've came across in my life. Our conversations were long and solid and I miss them. I'm sure I could possibly continue to keep missing them because I don't know if we'll ever get back there. Even though I'm not happy about it, I'm content with what was because all I needed was just once. Everything after that first conversation with you was a blessing. Like I said, I'll keep our conversations close to me as silence begins to settle in. They'll temporarily fill the void until....