Bleeding Love

I'm on my sidekick id while typing this blog up in bed. :] I'm bored. And I've had a lot on my mind these past two weeks.

I've been so busy lately. Seriously. And stressed, pressured, confused.. etc. The other day I couldn't take the stress and just had a bit of a breakdown. I'm glad that someone was there to catch me and I'm very thankful for that. Reason why I'm so stressed lately is because of my two jobs. Both are tiring and requires me to be hands on all the time. I'm not complaining at all, I'm just saying your girl has been soooo busy lately! Wah! Rest is not being done in my free time because when I do have free time, I'm watching my baby nephew. Baby sitting isn't that bad but I do it in the mornings on days I don't have work so I really can't sleep in on my days off. Which sucks but I don't mind it sometimes because I've come to realized that I just have to do whatever needs to be done to achieve anything in my life. I know it stresses me with everything going on but I'd rather be doing all of this than nothing at all. Argh, I'm probably not making any sense. Okay so narrowing it down, work and family has been stressing me. Love.. has too, unfortunately.

I'm still very much inlove with whom I'm with. No doubt about that. Its just the other day one of us began to doubt the amount of love that's handed to them in the relationship. I'm glad that I've become strong in the process and have no plans on giving up at all. I understand the circumstances that were given clearly, but one thing that won't be happening in our relationship is quitting. Our love is too strong to be thrown away just by one conversation or action. I've been told that to never base a relationship on one conversation. Yupyup. So true. That is why I'm passed all of the above and we're both happy now! Whew! That was really close though. :]

Stress level has went down a lot today though. I'm thankful for that! But tomorrow is Monday, so back to reality..

To be continued.