So?

So for the past few days, I've been hearing this and that. IDK, what to think or believe! Really, it's hard to block that information out completely cause well, it's my business. I thought you respected the personal life we had together before. Please think before you say anything next. Have some respect.

Uhh with that being said, my life is back on track. You'll never come back but I'll take this chance to grow. I got all my old friends back and I've made new ones along the way. I don't really care to be in a relationship anytime soon. But who knows? This comes from a girl who's never been really single. Well all I know is my heart is not ready yet. I've learned a lot from my past two heartbreaks and hey third time's a charm. I'm keeping my heart open like it's always been. I mean really, we're all gonna be hurt one way or the other. These are just one of those things I have to go through over and over again til I get it right. And I believe that I'll be such a better girlfriend next time around. Whatevers though, it's kinda the last thing on my mind.

Last night I went night swimming. I did a few laps in the pool. I'm trying to get in shape again. I kinda miss it. I feel good it's just, my body is sore. Ahahah I will benefit from this sooner or later. You can kinda say I'm bringing sexy back. What what? In the butt? Hahah gay.

I got work in a few hours. Gonna take a nap with my nephew now.