Bothered.

It's Friday once again. My weeks have been going by so quickly with school and work going on. Time can't move any faster. I've been busy but it's "good" busy, you know? It's keeping me sane and stress free during the day. During night time though, all of my thoughts that I ignored during the day catch up with me and I have a hard time sleeping. I usually chat my way to sleep on the phone or through my sidekick. I find myself needing my iPod a lot more lately too. Arghhh, I don't know.

School is doing good. It's cake to me so far. I missed school, even though I only go on Tuesdays & Thursdays. I wish it was more. Next semester I wanna increase my classes and go to work less. I wanna get my two years done at COD then transfer already. So I can get out of here. I'm so over Palm Springs already it's not even funny. I wanna get away from my family again. Moving back in with my mom just reminded me why I went away years ago in the first place. I don't mean to make that sound mean or whatever. I'm not angry at all, it's just I can't stand to be around them sometimes. I just have no attachment with them at all. There's just so much wrong with my family right now it's ridiculous. I stay away from it as much as I can. Actually I'm not even in any drama, thank God. I single myself out a lot because most of the time, I don't care. I stopped caring a long time ago ever since I woke up and realized most of my family members are greedy as hell and only care about themselves. I'm glad that I didn't become like that. That's the reason I singled myself out when I was 14, cause I didn't want to be like them.

Wow. Lol, I hella blabbled away. Back to work!