Go back to what you know.

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win.

As much as I tried to avoid drama, it seemed to creep up on me like a charm. Now I wonder how I'm suppose to feel now. Maybe I'm just really hopeful.. or better yet hopeless. Why does life have to be so damn complicated? Someone answer that for me, yeah.. Thanks. Well I'm really bothered, or rather upset. Not really towards anyone, well kind of but that will be stupid of me to say I'm upset with them cause I know it's petty. But still, it did set off everything else that followed.. whatever, somehow everything's my fault in the end anyway.

It doesn't help when someone is completely ignoring you too and when you try to talk to the only person who would actually listen, they bring you down further. Today is just not my day, I suppose.

So here I go, burying myself in my books.