Experience is everything.

Oh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
And you can't help who you love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love

I'm really feeling this song on my page. I've always liked Keyshia Cole's songs. This song explains a lot of what I've been thinking of lately. I've fallen in and out of love a few times. Not that I regret any of it. But I ain't gonna lie, I did regret for a while when I was hurting. I later realized experience is everything. Everything happens for a reason. So this means experience happens for a reason. I always wanted to find someone who I could give, not only a piece of me, but as a whole. I've been down that road before & was totally wrong with my choice of who I was going to give my all to. Cause in the end of the relationship, I was the one left with nothing. I was hurt and I didn't think I would bounce back. Love was a lie to me at the moment. Actually, it took almost forever to get over it and wake the fuck up that I didn't deserve any of the pain. And right when I woke up and found myself again.... I found you.

You don't know how much I believe in our relationship now. Experience is everything! I feel like I can grow old with you and just live my life with you. All this I've experienced before you led me to you. No regrets whatsoever. Without my past there's no you. It's always going to be you babe, 23. Damn, we're almost a year. Yay for us. (: